Why?

Why do I see him?
Why do I let him get me laid?
Why do I enjoy that?

Would I still do that were I to live in a larger city, with a wider range of decent men around, to choose from?

I keep meeting with him. I keep having sex with him. And it's always a great sex. M. has just the perfect size for me. It could be larger of course - they could always be larger, when it comes at me thinking about it ^__^ - but it's the right lenght, it is long lasting yet not lasting for ever, which gives me actually enough time to appreciate it and the chance to see it getting to an end.